Before I Sleep
Transcript by Cathy


WHITE ROOM

Jan Baylin, a terrorist, is restrained in the chair.
Jan: Hey! Let me go! Get me out of here!
Madeline comes in, humming to herself.
Jan: I’m going to kick your ass, lady.
Madeline: Miss Baylin – you have a business relationship with a man named Marco Ashe.
Jan: That’s why you got me here? Marco Ashe? (laughs) Classic. Marco Ashe.
Madeline grabs her by the throat and closes off her windpipe.
Madeline: Now listen carefully. We have our reasons for wanting Mr. Ashe, and you will help us. Usually, I’d extract what I want and you’d be disposed of.
Madeline releases her so she can respond.
Jan: Oooh. I’m afraid.
Madeline: (looks amused but repressing it) I think there’s an opportunity here for someone with your skill set.
Jan: I don’t want to work in your organization.
Madeline: I disagree. I think the work here will appeal to you. But we’re getting ahead of ourselves. First things first.
Jan: What do you want me to do?
Madeline: Complete your transaction with Marco Ashe.

CITY STREET

Jan is driving an Alfa Romeo convertible, fast, with Michael and Nikita following in a black Mercedes coupe.
Nikita: She’s going to take us to Ashe?
Michael: Yes.
Nikita: Why didn’t we brief this?
Michael: No time. Ashe will only be at the location for another hour.
Nikita: And we trust this girl?
Michael: We trust her enough.
Jan runs a red light.
Nikita: What’s she doing?
Michael: Lead vehicles, drop back and pick her up.
Jan spins the car around, drives straight at Michael and Nikita in their car. They dive from the car; she crashes it into theirs and dies.

BRIEFING ROOM

Operations: Jan Baylin was a courier who ran material between a transient tactical group called The Alliance and this man here, Marco Ashe. At regular intervals, Ashe connected with Baylin, gave her a package and a location to the Alliance. Unfortunately, she died three weeks ago in transit to the meeting. (glares at Michael) The offset team was apparently unable to protect her. Birkoff?
Birkoff: So far, no one outside Section knows Baylin’s dead. We’ll exploit that by using a wet duplicate.
Operations: We got lucky. (screen changes to show a young woman) This is Sarah Gerrard. Twenty-five, no immediate family and on medical disability from her administrative job at a community college.
Nikita: What’s wrong with her?
Birkoff: She has what’s known as ALL. Acute lymphocytic leukemia. Her case is terminal.
Nikita: How long has she got to live?
Birkoff: No more than a few months.
Operations: We have to run this on an accelerated clock. Bring her in, train her, and send her to Ashe.
Operations leaves, Nikita looks at Michael.
Nikita: They’re going to make an innocent woman spend the last days of her life working for us?
Michael: Yes.

SARAH'S HOUSE

Sarah is painting a doll. Madeline shows up.
Madeline: Hello. (Sarah looks up)
Sarah: Who are you?
Madeline: Don’t be afraid, Sarah.
Sarah: You know my name?
Madeline: I work for the government. I apologize for my unorthodox entrance, but this is a covert matter and there are certain protocols we must follow.
Sarah: What do you want?
Madeline: I’ll explain everything.
Later.
Sarah: I still don’t understand what you want me to do.
Madeline: You have to become another person.
Sarah: Another person? Who?
Madeline: Her name was Jan. She was a terrorist.
Sarah: (coughs) Was?
Madeline: She died unexpectedly.
Sarah: (starts coughing) Even if I wanted to, I’m too weak.
Madeline picks up a miniature from a shelf, not too carefully. That gets Sarah off the couch.
Sarah: Oh, oh please, please don’t touch that. My father made this one for me.
Madeline: Not too weak. Sarah, I know you’re more comfortable here alone. Being with other people has always been difficult for you. And if you choose to stay here, I’ll leave. But if you want to do something that will help many people, save many lives – then you should come with me now.
Sarah: Is there a chance I might be killed?
Madeline: It’s likely.
Sarah: Okay.

COMM CENTER

Sarah and Madeline enter. Sarah is in a tailored gray suit.
Sarah: I’m going to live here?
Madeline: No, you’ll be on level four.
Sarah: Level four, how many are there?
Madeline: Sarah, this is Nikita.
Nikita: Hello.
Sarah: Hi.
Madeline: Nikita will be working with you. She’s here to help you.
Sarah: Thanks.
Nikita: Shall I take her up now?
Madeline: Yes. We should get started.
Nikita: Come on.
Madeline: And thank you again for doing this. I know how difficult it is for you.
Sarah: It won’t be if everyone here is as nice as you.
Nikita looks away.

WHITE ROOM

They’re practice-interrogating Sarah.
Female Torture Twin: Where would you rather be on a sunny day? A museum or the zoo?
Sarah: The museum.
Female Torture Twin shocks her.
Female Torture Twin: What color eyes do you prefer? Blue or green?
Sarah: (hesitates) Green?
Nothing happens. Madeline watches from the observation area.
Female Torture Twin: Where would you rather go on a sunny day? The museum –
Sarah: The zoo!
She is shocked again.
Sarah: Why did you do that? It’s the zoo!
Madeline: It’s neither. Jan Baylin isn’t interested in right answers and she doesn’t care about pain.
Sarah: What does she care about?
Madeline: That’s the wrong question. It’s how does she behave. Independently. She makes her decisions quickly and without regard to consequences. (to Female Torture Twin) Go on.
Female Torture Twin: If you had to hide money in a house, which room would you choose?

SYSTEMS

Nikita comes up behind Sarah, who’s watching video of Jan.
Nikita: How are you doing?
Sarah: I can’t become that person. It’s – It’s just not in me.
Nikita: It’s just acting, Sarah.
Sarah: She’s so horrible. I don’t understand what’s in her mind.
Nikita: Why are you doing this?
Sarah: What do you mean?
Nikita: Why did you let Madeline convince you to come here? You’d rather be home, wouldn’t you?
Sarah: I guess.
Nikita: You want to go home now?
Sarah: But then I wouldn’t be helping anybody. Madeline said-
Nikita: Forget Madeline. She says whatever she needs to.
Operations walks over.
Operations: Schedule has been changed. We’re going to beta run this afternoon.
Nikita: She’s not ready. She just got here.
Operations: Can’t be helped. Start your prep.
Nikita: She will fail and she’ll get hurt.
Sarah: It’s all right. I’ll do my best. No one expects more than that, right?
Operations: See, she’ll be fine.

VAN ACCESS

Sarah shows up, dressed exactly like Jan Baylin. Leather clothes, haircut just like her.
Nikita: Well, you look just like her.
Sarah: I know. It’s exciting.
Nikita: No. It’s dangerous. Not just for you, but for everyone around you. You stay focused.
Sarah: Okay. Just - I never felt like this before.
Nikita: We’ll go over the profile on the way in the van.

MISSION VAN

Birkoff hands Sarah sunglasses.
Birkoff: Here. Put these on.
Sarah: No, I don’t really like to wear sunglasses.
Birkoff: (annoyed) They’re not sunglasses.
Sarah: Yes, they are.
Nikita gives them to Sarah.
Nikita: Here. Have a look.
Birkoff: There’s a camera in them. We see what you see.
Sarah looks at the monitor, sees how they work.
Sarah: Wow. These are kind of fun.
She starts to laugh but that makes her cough. Birkoff looks at Nikita worried.
Nikita: Sarah, Sarah, breathe. Breathe.
Sarah: I can’t.
Nikita: Where’s her inhaler?
Birkoff: I thought you had it!
Nikita: No, Mobile loaded it.
They initiate a frantic search until they find it; Sarah is nearly suffocating.
Nikita: Breathe.
Birkoff: Here it is!
Nikita helps Sarah use the inhaler.
Nikita: It’s okay, stay calm, it’s okay. Breathe.
Sarah: I don’t know if I can do this.
Nikita: (to Birkoff) Abort.
Birkoff: We can’t. We’re in full phase.
Nikita: I don’t care where we are. She can’t do it, we don’t go. Abort.
Sarah: Maybe it’s my fault.
Nikita: Sarah, It’s not your fault.
Sarah: All my life I’ve been – I’ve been afraid, you know, afraid of people, afraid of doing things. The leukemia just gives me a better excuse.
Nikita: Sarah-
Sarah: I want to do this.

MISSION

Sarah goes down an alley filled with bums and enters a room. It’s decorated Gothic style, with mannequins hanging from rafters by their necks. Corey works at a computer.
Corey: Hey Jan, what’s going on?
Sarah: Hey.
Corey: You look different?
Sarah: I do?
Corey: Yeah, you look hot.
Sarah: Thanks.
Corey: Want to get high?
Sarah: I’m in a hurry. You got the papers?
Corey: Yeah. (he pulls them from a drawer, she coughs a bit but holds it back) Take your pick.
Sarah: This one.
Corey: Just like that? You’re not going to bust my chops today?
She hands him the money.
Sarah: Like I said, I’m in a hurry.
Corey: (he rolls the cart up and traps her against the wall) I’ll take it the other way today.
Sarah: What do you mean?
Corey: Hop up. (He pats the cart. Sarah ignores him, confused)
Sarah: I have to go, I have to go.
Corey: What’s wrong, bitch? You go, when we’re done.
Sarah: Stop it. Stop it! Stop it! You’re scaring me!
Corey: What? Who are you? (he grabs a gun, points it to her head) I said, who are you?!
Sarah: Sarah. My name is Sarah. Jan’s dead. Section One hired me.
A shot - Michael just shot Corey dead. Sarah screams, she’s covered with blood.
Michael: It’s best if you don’t mention Section One.

MADELINE'S OFFICE

Nikita enters.
Madeline: Where’s Sarah?
Nikita: She’s resting. You saw the playback. It was a total failure. She can’t do it.
Madeline: Just the opposite. She took it much better than we expected. Right now she’s post-processing it internally.
Nikita: Really. What’s she thinking?
Madeline: She’s horrified by how much she enjoyed it.
Nikita: That’s absurd.
Madeline: When Sarah wakes up, take her to Voice, she needs more modulation in her tone. Then have Michael work with her. She needs to get more comfortable with men.
Nikita: Fine.

A ROOM IN SECTION ONE

Michael and Sarah sit facing each other, casual atmosphere, but Sarah’s nervous.
Michael: I make you nervous.
Sarah: It’s just the way I am. This is all so strange.
Michael: It is. It usually takes two years to train an operative. And even then, most don’t make it. But you’ve already fit in. You’re a remarkable person, Sarah. (pauses, but she doesn’t answer) I’m sorry. I frighten you because of what happened today.
Sarah: That’s not why.
Michael: It doesn’t matter. We can use someone else. (he gets up)
Sarah: No, please. (he sits again)
Michael: What is it about me that scares you?
Sarah: (tearing up) I guess…I guess I find a different reason every time I meet a man…not that I-I meet that many.
Michael: And what reason are you giving yourself this time?
Sarah: You’re handsome. You probably get everything you want from women. Which means you’re not very nice.
Michael: (amazed) You’re right.
Madeline and Nikita are watching from Madeline’s office.
Sarah: Do you have a girlfriend?
Michael: No.
Sarah: But you love someone, don’t you?
Michael: Why do you say that?
Sarah: I don’t know. You seem like you’re thinking about someone.
Michael: We’re not here to talk about me.
Sarah: I thought that you were here to make me feel comfortable.
Michael: I am.
Sarah: Talking about you does make me feel comfortable.
Michael: (smiles, impressed) Okay. I’ll tell you about her.
Madeline: Good. She’s warming up. (Madeline turns off the monitor)

MAIN AREA

The Female Torture Twin is talking to someone off camera.
Female Torture Twin: I didn’t expect that last one to lose his hair. It must have been the extra sodium.
Michael comes downstairs, meets Nikita.
Nikita: Seemed to go well with Sarah.
Michael: I haven’t seen the output yet.
Nikita: Well, Madeline thinks she’ll be fine.
Michael: Then she probably will.
Nikita: Do you think it’s right? What they’re doing to her?
Michael: She doesn’t seem to mind.
Nikita: It bothers me.
Michael: She was told three weeks ago she was terminal. We gave her an opportunity to do something important. She agreed.
Nikita: Three weeks ago?
Michael: Yes. What’s wrong?
Nikita: Nothing.

SYSTEMS

Nikita is working on a computer and sees something she doesn’t like.

MUNITIONS

Nikita: They set her up, didn’t they?
Walter: What are you talking about, Sugar?
Nikita: Sarah Gerard. You had Biotech engineer something to make her sick.
Walter: No. Now, what would make you say a thing like that?
Nikita: Jan died on the twenty-third. The next day, Sarah was diagnosed with ALL.
Walter: Well, that doesn’t mean they induced her. I don’t even know if it’s possible.
Nikita: I didn’t think a lot of things were possible until I came to Section.
Nikita walks off, looking up at Madeline and Operations in the loft as she does so.

SECTION ONE - HALLWAY

Michael: What did you want to tell me?
Nikita: Did Section induce Sarah’s illness?
Michael: Not that I know of.
Nikita: Could they not have told you?
Michael: Possibly. Maybe not. What do you know?
Nikita: I know that it’s all too convenient. Jan’s death, Sarah’s illness.
Michael: So what?
Nikita: So, I don’t believe in coincidences. Not in Section.
Michael: When do you take her to meet Ashe?
Nikita: This afternoon.
Michael: Redirect the files to me – I’ll look into it.
Nikita looks down.
Michael: What?
Nikita: Nothing. It’s just unusual. You sticking your neck out to help.
Michael: I like her.

MISSION

Sarah gets out of an Alfa Romeo and goes into a building. Nikita is communicating with her over the comm set.
Nikita: Remember Sarah. We need Ashe to give us the location.
Sarah: Right, I know.
Nikita: He’s only going to do that when you leave. So wind it up and get out of there as quickly as you can.
Sarah: Got it.
Sarah meets up with Ashe. He's good looking; she notices.
Ashe: Jan, good to see you. Come in. Your timing’s impeccable. I was just finishing up.
Sarah: What a wonderful place. (she’s admiring his apartment)
Nikita: Sarah, no. You’ve been here before.
Ashe: That’s odd. I always thought you didn’t like it.
Sarah: Guess I never took it all in.
Ashe: Well, in that case, I’m glad you approve.
Nikita: Give him the money.
Sarah gives him an envelope. He takes it and looks at her.
Ashe: You’ve changed somehow.
Sarah: Yeah?
Ashe: Yeah. You’re softer. I always thought you had an inner grace beneath that tough veneer of yours.
Sarah: Inner grace?
Ashe: Yeah. I’m glad to see you’re letting some of it shine through.
Sarah: Thanks, Marco.
Ashe: Quite welcome. You know, Jan I... I always thought that there could be something between us.
Sarah: You did.
Ashe: You’ve always been just - just a little bit too fast for me.
Sarah: Oh.
Ashe: Could it be you’re slowing down?
He turns to her.
Sarah: Maybe a little.
She grabs him and they start kissing.
Back to Comm.
Birkoff: What is she doing?
Nikita: She’s making up for lost time.

THE PERCH

Operations is at a monitor, turns to a female operative.
Operations: Thank you.
The other operative walks away, Madeline arrives.
Madeline: We just got the location of the Alliance compound.
Operations: What took so long? She went in over three hours ago.
Madeline: Sarah let Ashe seduce her.
Operations: Why?
Madeline: No matter. We’re still on schedule.
Operations: And Ashe?
Madeline: It’s been taken care of.
Operations: Good.

VAN ACCESS

Sarah comes back to Section, in a great mood.
Sarah: Walter! Where’s Nikita?
Walter: I think she’s in comm.
Sarah: Great. Oh, here. (She hands him Ashe’s briefcase and starts to go, then stops.) Which way’s that again?
Walter points, amused.
Sarah: Oh, right. Right!

MAIN AREA

Nikita is talking to Operations. He walks away as Sarah arrives.
Sarah: Nikita! I’m sorry it took so long, but it worked out, right?
Nikita: Yeah.
Sarah: Oh God, it was - it was amazing, I’ve never felt like that in my whole life. You know, I don’t think Marco Ashe is as bad as you guys think he is.
Nikita: Sarah-
Sarah: Anyway, I don’t care. (giggling) I’m going to see him again. If you can work that into one of your missions, great. If not, I’ll go on my own.
Nikita: Sarah, you can’t.
Sarah: Why not?
Nikita: You don’t know what you’re dealing with. You should stop thinking about him. It’s over.
Sarah: (turns hard) You can’t stop me. You need me, and if you want to keep using me, this is what I want.
Nikita: Sarah. (Sarah pauses) Marco Ashe is dead.
Sarah: That’s not true.
Nikita: He’s been eliminated. That’s how they do things here. I’m sorry.
Sarah, stunned, walks away, starts coughing.
Nikita: Sarah?

COMM CENTER

Nikita walks in, Michael falls into step behind her and they continue along, talking.
Nikita: What did you find?
Michael: Sarah was being monitored before Baylin died.
Nikita: So, I was right.
Michael: Not necessarily. Sometimes we begin contingency before a situation goes critical.
Nikita: I don’t buy it.
Michael: Where are you going?
Nikita: Michael, this is over the line. Someone has to stand up for her.

MADELINE'S OFFICE

Nikita enters.
Madeline: What is it, Nikita?
Nikita: You induced Sarah’s illness, didn’t you?
Madeline: Yes, we did. She has one more task to perform. If she succeeds, we’ll let her live.
Nikita: Live? How?
Madeline: We have the antidote. We’ll give it to her and let her go home. She’s of no security risk to us. Just get her through this, Nikita.
Nikita: Of course.

MUNITIONS

Walter: After she closes it, she’ll enter a three digit combination on the lock. 416. That will arm it. She’ll have three minutes to get out of there.
Nikita: I was right, you know. The Section did infect Sarah. They made her think she was dying, she had nothing left to lose.
Walter: What are you going to do about it?
Nikita: I’m going to tell her.
Walter: No. Not before the mission, you can’t.
Nikita: She’s despondent. I have to give her a reason to get through this.
Walter: No, no, no. Just think about it. You tell her now, she’ll freak. She won’t trust anyone – not even you.

SECTION ONE - HALLWAY

Sarah sits in a chair.
Nikita: Sarah? It’s time to go. Are you going to be able to do this?
Sarah: (Sarah is crying) Yeah.
Nikita: This isn’t a difficult profile. But you have to pick yourself up and do it right. The timing’s critical. You have to stay on top of things. If you don’t, you’re going to end up hurt.
Sarah: It doesn't matter.
Nikita: Yes, it does matter.
Sarah: Why?
Nikita: Because, there’s hope.
Sarah: No.
Nikita: The Section has resources that the outside world doesn’t. I’ve seen them work miracles.
Sarah: What do they want me to do?

MISSION

Sarah is driving along, Nikita is communicating with her on the comm set.
Nikita: We have to destroy Alliance headquarters, but we need a visual confirmation that Darius is on site. Darius knows Jan, she’ll let her in.
In Comm.
Birkoff:
OK Nikita, exterior is clear – move in.
Sarah enters the building, walks down the stairs. A guard passes a metal detector over her and then grabs her hand for a print.
Sarah: What are you doing?
Guard: Running a print.
Sarah: Since when?
Switch to the van.
Nikita: Michael, what do we do?
Back to Section.
Michael: Bring your team up a notch.
Guard: Just do it.
Sarah grabs the guard, slams his head against the staircase.
Sarah: Take my print off your neck.
Darius, watching, laughs.
Darius: Oh, Jan, you’ll never change. (to the guard over the intercom) Forget the print, send her down.
Birkoff: Wow.
Michael: (to headset) Everyone to first position.
Darius: Hello, Jan. Lovely as ever.
Sarah: Let’s just do this. (She opens the briefcase)
Darius: Looks fine. Give my regards to Marco. I presume he’s well.
Sarah: He’s fine.
Darius: Good. (Waiting for Sarah to leave; she doesn’t) I thought you were in a hurry?
Sarah: Actually, I could use a drink. (Sarah sits down on the briefcase and activates it)
Darius: Sure.
In Section, Michael hears the alert that the briefcase has been activated.
Michael: OK, it’s armed. Three minutes. Prepare egress.
Nikita: (into comm set) All right Sarah, you’re fine to exit.
Darius: This is a rare pleasure. So, tell me about Jan Baylin?
Sarah: What is it you want to know?
Nikita: Sarah, get out of there. Now.
Darius: What’s your goal, what do you want out of life?
Sarah: I’ll be happy if I can finish my drink.
Birkoff: What is she doing?
Nikita: She’s committing suicide.
Nikita runs off to get her; meanwhile inside the building.
Birkoff: Fifty seconds.
Darius: No, really … what do you want to do, besides schlep detonators all around the country?
Sarah: That’s a good question.
Darius: (she hears gunfire) What the hell was that?
Sarah: My people - killing your people. (very icy)
Nikita shoots Darius from above and jumps down into the room.
Nikita: Come on, Sarah, let’s go!
Sarah: No.
Nikita: Sarah, please!
Sarah: I’m staying. I can’t. I don’t want to live anymore.
Nikita: Fine. Then I’m not going either. You die, I die.
Birkoff: You’ve got twenty seconds to get out of there.
Sarah: Don’t do this Nikita, please.
Nikita: I’m not going to go without you.
Birkoff: Eight seconds.
Sarah nods; Nikita smiles. They both run away as the building explodes.

SECTION ONE - PRIVATE DINING ROOM

Operations and Madeline are having breakfast.
Operations: Looks like we’re going to have point eight surplus in personnel this month.
Madeline: Yes.
Operations: Where would you like to allocate?
Madeline: Housekeeping. The attrition has been high there.
Operations: Done.
Madeline: I’d like your advice on a matter.
Operations: What’s that?
Madeline: I had to lie to Nikita before the Alliance mission.
Operations: What’s the problem?
Madeline: She accused us of creating Sarah’s medical condition.
Operations: We didn’t do that, did we?
Madeline: No. But I didn’t think Nikita would believe me, and there wasn’t time – so I created an incentive scenario.
Operations: So she thinks there’s an antidote. I see your problem. Did she share any of this with Sarah?
Madeline: I don’t think so.
Operations: Let Sarah convalesce here. Give Nikita some down time, let her play nurse for a while.
Madeline: I’ll pull her off Lebanon.

MED LAB

Nikita stands near Sarah’s bed.
Nikita: How are you doing?
Sarah: Great, for someone who’s dying.
Nikita: Maybe not.
Sarah: It’s okay, Nikita. I’ve lived an entire lifetime in the last week. And I’ve made a friend. Not too bad, huh?
Nikita: There’s something that I haven’t told you yet.
Sarah: What is it?
(Intercom – Madeline’s voice)
Madeline: Nikita, I need to see you right away.
Nikita: Sure. (to Sarah) I’ll be right back and tell you then. It’s good, it’s very good.
Sarah: I’ll be here.

SECTION ONE - HALLWAY

Nikita runs into Michael on her way to see Madeline.
Michael: How’s Sarah?
Nikita: She’s going to be fine.
Michael: Did you check your protocols?
Nikita: No, not yet. As soon as I’m done I’ll start prepping.
Michael: You don’t have to. You’re off Lebanon.
Nikita: Why?
Michael: I don’t know.
Nikita: They probably want me to help Sarah get back on her feet. Good.

MADELINE'S OFFICE

Nikita smiles confidently.
Madeline: Sit down, Nikita. It’s about Sarah.
As Madeline pauses, Nikita's smile fades.

THE END

Edited by Dana
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